the color of storms, shadows, and rain

As a more proper end of year post, a reflection of what music I was actually listening to, as it mostly wasn't (sometimes though) on Spotify to get in their compilations:

( my own 2020 in music )

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Somehow that date up there just seems bizarrely large or late or something. I was shocked to realize a couple weeks back that my mom is going into the season for 2020 Tax returns...

on that note, how has this year felt?

• January! (...and ugh)
• February... I guess
• First half March
• (spring break and we're going to virtual instruction!)
• what feels like the thirteenth week of March
• Apr.........
• .........il...
• MayJuneJu-
• July
• somehow it's August?? how is it August.
• September?
• October??
• troubling Election Week of Chaos Meme Energy
• November, with a small side of the usual Bad fall Hospital memories
• ...November 2.0, which isn't November
• oh. it's less than a fortnight to Christmas. weird.
• [German term for the interyear that is the week between the last holidays and also I guess Kwaanzaa?]

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My usual New Year's Playlist, and some additions for the Year that has been 2020 (actually I think I'd recommend the additions first but cba to rearrange them):

• "Happy New Year" (Camera Obscura)
• "New Year's Resolution" (Camera Obscura)
• "Grace Cathedral Hill" (the Decemberists)
• +[New Year Song? title escapes me], off Blood Oranges in the Snow (Over the Rhine)
• +"This Year" (the Mountain Goats)
• +"We're Gonna Pull Through" (Over the Rhine)
• +"Happy With Myself" (Over the Rhine)
• + ;) "1999" (Prince) - because somehow it feels a little like that NYE did